by myself

Have you ever felt so lonely in the presence of someone you know so well
you expected to be held, expected a hand to pick you up when you fell

you are taken for granted again and again
redoing ,reliving the history for the same reason

i try to stop it but they all take control of my story
missing a part of me that was blessed with that glory

unspoken words, they are all screaming inside
they all are transparent... , despite i hide

 don't want to be someones "mission sympathy"
gonna preserve the real me , the real personality

going to stand strong, stiff and still
till i can work my way up without those sleeping pills....

no, no i am not fine not retarded either and my dignity is not for you to
sell
        ..... but.....
Have you ever felt lonely in the  presence of someone you know so well.......................!

                                                                                                             -mariha