the girl who notices

she sits in a chair at the corner of the room and notices everything...no wonder she finds about everything.she sees friendship
                  she sees envy
                  she sees love
                  and she sees pain
                  she notices those lonely eyes
                  and those painful smiles..........
she watches two best friend that become incomplete in the absence of either.she watches two people in love remain so loyal to each other.she watches the girl in the first bench of her class give all the correct answers. she watches the guys that she loves fall in love with none other than her own friend .she is in love with a guy she would never tell the world about....and the worse she sees herself falling from her own heights that she created throughout the years.
                  she is not jealous..she is just envious
                  she wants friendship
                  she wants love
                  she wants to handle pain
                  she wants cheerful eyes
                  and happy smiles..

no she is not jealous ..she is just envious....

                                                                                                                      -mariha.