Some parents fail to understand the difference between oppression and love

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I thought the person who i love is going to get married
After having a un necessary mental break down i decided that i would confess my love to him anyway hoping for atleast a rejection.
Turned out he wasn't actually getting married
He was just pranking everyone

And everything was awkwardly ever after...

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With just you around
Your heart beat is the only sound

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i cant help but wonder why.....why does it feel like i'm about to die

i cant help but wonder why
why does it feel like i'm about to die

why am i not able to decide
between facing challenges and suicide

why is it forbidden to cry
so no one even bothers to try

i cant help but wonder why
why does it feel like i'm about to die

why every happiness in other i see
brings chills to my body with envy

why do every sorrow i see
seems like they have been cursed by me

i cant help but wonder why
why does it feel like i'm about to die

why does every breath i take
is just not for my own sake

why does every "no" i say
taken as disrespect and despair

i cant help but wonder why
why does it feel like i'm about to die

                                                                                                        -mariha

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a daughters letter to her father

dear dad,

you dont know how its like to be a women .i dont think any man has fully ever understood it . so here is something i could never tell you personally.
honestly you are the best man i know and i believe that you will be forever. but it is not enough.
you dont know the truth actually
no women should ever wish that if they were born a boy things would be easier....the moment a girl has wished that you know that the little girl is gone.you can no longer protect her.nothing you say will make her feel better because she has already come in terms with the truth that society will treat her brother better than her.....her achievements will go unseen by everyone..they will all make her feel that her brother was born privileged because he is just a boy and she is not because she is just a girl.....the word just in both cases will ruin her pure innocent mind....because people forget to treat her just as human as her brother is........
no girl should ever feel that they never wake up again from sleep because it is the easy solution to the non existing, instead an exaggerated problem that she should not be worth any good just because she is a girl....
dad.....i think i have lost the purity ,the innocence of my mind ,everything i believed is not true anymore and i cant take it cause i am dying mentally....and i am scared i might die actually ,that i might be okay to be dead. that maybe it will be easy if i didnt exist because people already treat me like i dont exist....
and if i am gone i know you would lose your mind but i would have wished for you to care more when i was alive...
i would have wished that you stand up for me instead of them
i would have wished for you to care enough
i would have wished for you to be different just because you are my father...

                                                                                                            -with love
                                                                                                              your favorite child




                               -mariha

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if humans didnt find anything to complain about the world..
then what would be the difference between the earth and heaven

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a million words would not bring you back, i know because i have tried
neither would a million tears, i know because i have cried....

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